S C R E A M

Let me get straight to it. Im human right? A complex being with emotions, thoughts, and mannerisms. Well if so, then keep reading. If not, this blog is NOT for you. You ever get stuck being the nice guy? Bottling emotions because its the time is not "right" at this moment? Well, shit..I do. This blog is me letting it out. This blog is my scream. At home, I stand out like a sore thumb. Not overly friendly, not overly open, not overly closed. Just a minor to all extremes. I come from a family of extremists, by the way. Musically, I need to be open, honest, vulnerable, and transparent. YIKES. In relationships, I often hold back. Yea, Im the internalizer. Whatever it takes to make it work equates to "your right, Im wrong." Yall seem to be here for me so Im opening up. On a whole, I AM TIRED! Heres where it gets confusing---->if I open up and let errybody know when Im unhappy, uncomfortable, or pissed then Im a bitch. If I hold it in, Im stuck in this situation, cyber screaming to all that wanna read. Wellllllllllll this is my scream. Can you hear me? I bet you can.