Where Are You??!!??

A heart wide open
A whole unfilled
I need you here
We had a deal

The night is barren
So empty without love
The days seem dead
With no heavens above

Where have you gone
I had you in my hands
As I released my grip
I noticed your spot

Some may think I'm talking about love but I'm not. I'm talking about hope. Where has it gone? Why don't people believe anymore? Its so easy to say "its not meant for me. Its not my time." Says who? Go and get what you want. Believe, stand up, and take that step. I don't see it in the eyes of my people anymore. Please don't give up. Be that dentist. Be that doctor. Be that singer. Be that chef. Be FREE.

The Good Old Days

Hey loves, its been a minute huh? I was kinda busy tryna sing for everyone. My post today is dedicated to the good old days. Ugh I miss being a child. I miss the security of knowing that if all fails, I can go to my mother, father, or someone "Big and Strong." Yall remember that? Thinking that everyone was big and strong because you were little and fragile? I miss Bombpops (red white and blue icey) I miss having the whole summer off from EVERYTHING. I miss playing double dutch. I miss being able to play outside untill the streetlights. I miss sucking my teeth when my mother called me inside. OMG I miss wearing Jordans on Monday to school just once to show you had em. I miss JHS days with my bestie Riyya A'isha. Aww man, this girl was so crazy. I remember sitting indian-style in the gym while her fast ass told us all about sex. Ha ha yall shoulda been there to hear us all go "ooooo ahhhhhh" all wide-eyed as hell. I miss that. Life is amazing now though, I cant lie about that. Even still, I miss those days where I would come home from school, go straight to sleep, and wake up when Im good and gotdamn ready. Now, I do the cooking, cleaning, school, work, music, blog, bestfriend, homegirl jobs all at once. This post is dedicated to my best friend. So many years have gone by where we lost contact, so many words werent said, so many secrets werent discussed but SHARIYYA A'ISHA AMIN, I love you from now to next never and back. I swear she the only chick I laugh at and with all day. Check her blog JustRiyya.blogspot.com and tell her Mycki loves her.

Is That Too Much To Ask?

Well first off, let me start by saying Happy Fathers Day! I'm not gonna get caught up in explaining the difference between a "sperm donor" and a "father" because if I have to explain it, then ummm I think you know which category you belong to. Anyway, please can you read on? Thank you. See how I did that? I said "please" and "thank you" without losing my breath. Is that too much to ask? Well lemme tell u why I'm mad. Its Fathers Day and I called my dad to say it and he didn't even say thank you. I don't OWE you thanks. Your SUPPOSED to be a good father. I'm just being grateful. Is saying THANK YOU too much to ask? Once again, this is real talk, no pics
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The One Behind The Page

Diggin my new layout? Thanks Riyya! Check her blog! JustRiyya.blogspot.com. Anyway, me! The one behind the page! Let's say I'm diverse..really I am! I'm shy but outspoken, fearless but timid, carefree but as serious as a heartattack...so that's why I'm blogging again about me! Today, I feel closer to my dream than ever before! Yesterday I sang @ a little show and I felt it..that love..deep..intense, commanding love.. The crowd loved me and I had a surprise visitor! Shouts to D-Tor! Yall check the boy out cuz he's Niiiiiice (Fab Voice)..This year has been the best year of my life. Hands down. Period no commas. This is dedicated to you. Each and every person who ever believed, who ever supported, who ever picked me up when I fell, whoever wiped my tears, just all of you. Sincerely, JuzLik3Muzik.
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It Isnt Your Journey

Hola mi amigos! Whats new? Im back and as usual, Im talking about something Ive learned. I can do that cant I? I mean, it is my blog lol. Na but this is for yall. I think this is important. Guess what, sometimes what didnt/doesnt happen is more important than what does/will happen. Lemme explain. When I was younger (11-12) I used to say "Monica got signed at 13 so I got a year left" When I turned 17 I used to say " Okay Christina Aguilera started at 18 so I got time." What I didnt realize was that it wasnt part of MY journey. Through all the non-believers, haters, unsupportive friends, and obstacles, I thought it was supposed to happen the way it did for someone else. Na it wasnt part of the non-believers journey to support me- the lesson in that is for them to find out. The haters, ehh theyre just haters on their journey to haterville. The unsupportive friends are all in their own lives, learning their own thing. My journey is my everyday living. Every step I take musically is a part of MY journey. I cant stop for you (whomever you may be) because your journey just may not cross paths with mine. So this is to EVERYONE. Dont get mad if they arent there, if they dont care, or if they hate. They are on their journey in life. You may walk parallel with them for a while but there journey ISNT YOUR JOURNEY. Everything happens for a reason. Really it does. Keep pushin. The pic is a family that KEPT PUSHING didnt they?

All The Above

So I sound kinda mad last blog, but I wasnt. I never get mad. Im just real honest. I told yall Im gonna be me so there u go. This one is dedicated to Maino! Yes Mr. "All the Above." This is because he really stands by his word. Okay he went to jail. Errybody know someone who went to jail. Thats not even close to his main point in life. He came out and inspired countless (me included) with the "All the Above" track. I wasnt really a fan of "Hi haters" because so many corny ppl wore the damn shirt *shakes head in disgust*. I heard "All the Above" and was like "Hold up, thats real shit right there. He surprised the hell outta me, and gave me just what I needed to hear alllll at the same time." Alot of ppl do motivational songs, but this one hit home. I seen the hatred, I seen ppl try to get in my way and I always wanted to ask: "Why the hell would you try?" Not to mention, he really speaks back on twitter! (Yall know Im addicted!) Real talk, if he never reads this, it goes out to him because hes showing me that he does it for the art and the ppl! The money is great but after a song like that, he deserves it. Anyway, Ima follow his lead. Get on my grind, gain the love of the ppl, stop at no means. Which is more important? None. I want ALL THE ABOVE!

Usually

"Usually Im humble, right now I dont choose" is what Beyonce said right? Thats where Im standing today. Usually Im as sweet as cotton candy but ehh not today. My issue is with the ppl that say they love the fans but NEVER wanna give encouraging words, NEVER wanna show love when the cameras not on. Dont beat me in my head with the glits-glam sham. Stop thinking we all wanna bother you for pics. We dont all wanna sleep with you (men), be ya best friend (ladies), or steal your ideas. Honestly, I sing. God blessed me with that. I write, only because HE blessed me with that too. Never was it cause of me idolizing a celebrity. I mean I love me some Beyonce because that woman is hard working, but all the same, Im never gonna color my hair like B' beacuse Im MYCKELL. Get it? Dont worry about me bothering you to take away from your celebrity status. I just want to do music. CUT CLEAN and DRY. You all were in my position werent you? Well guess what. Dont feed me fishes. Teach me how to fish. Ill get it on my own time! Its all love though ppl. Just had to bring it to reality. I love music-not for who else does it, not for what it does for me- I love it for what it means to me. No pic this time. Just real talk.